holy beat!

peaches

"Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,

I will fear no evil: for thou art with me"

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The Threshold House Boys Choir

when a long relationship is over
the greatest effort is to forgive YOURSELF that you once started it

not to be or not to be

who will be the one who sees my dead face first
will it look beautiful or ugly
peaceful or .. ..

have i already influenced my end enough
can i turn it back
this year or next year
what will happen to .. ..

who'll pay and coordinate my funeral?
lately i ws thinking more often whether i'd like to be burried or burned
guess i'll know only after i died .. i ll try to give a sign ;)

whatever is gonna come
that's life
if you are facing death
think of all the people who died already and who are gonna die in t

160 humans die every minute
more or less painful
more or less fearful
more or less expected

all things won
all things lost
all things i had.. so much .. so much
all things i never dreamt of

dead sea - my desired trip to float - is a dangerous spot right now ..

flow flow flow flow flow ...........................................

and looking at deaths/births statistics i wondered how it is with reincarnation
the amount of souls isnt constant since the beginning of the world..
some managed up to nirvana
but who creates the new ones?
if any buddhists read this crap .. i'd be thankful for an answer (it's too late to look for it in the net now)

remi G.

a guy to fall in love with

black swan

he is here with me
he didnt forget me
he is doing the same things we used to do together
he knows he can only do them with me
and i know he knows that i love him
even being away



i finaly managed to change the keyword of my emotional computer

my nails are red like fresh blood

i'm being seen as a black swan





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i was thinking of changing my state of being again
everything is existence .. whether in a body filled with blood or in the air filled with cremation gases or as bunch of elements getting reconnected with mother earth
the only inexistence i can imagine is GOD

anything can be questioned
the meaning of life is adventure

..

lotus on junk

a pest of humanity is its limited perception and the unability of apprisal and controll the occurencies (of/inside of the self and the world)

..

what an explosion of knowledge and experience last month
a lotus on junk
that's how i picture myself now

.. and the green pinnacles are comming up to get me"

neurotheology

new year

i made it
i stopped the devil's wheel
now i have to bring the wheel of creation to move faster

spun